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Sorry, just feeling -really- pissed off right now. Why you ask? What's that? You didn't ask? Too bad, you're going to have to listen anyway.
One of my friends walked off during lunch today. No biggie you say. Well, she walked off after commenting that we were boring. That's never going to be good, especially when this particular friend only seems to take interest in you when there arn't more 'interesting' people around. It also dosen't help that this 'friend' also excludes you from three quarters of the conversations that you apparently participate in and then they get pissed at you for a) Not knowing what they're on about b) Not -remembering- what they were on about since you didn't bother to listen. Seriously, how is one meant to listen and participate in a conversation when you'd be talking to one of ther three peoples backs? And if it's not that, it's being ignored or being treated like a stupid shit for brains. So maybe the last parts true, i -am- stupid, but it dosen't help one's self esteems when you're -treated- like that! *growls* Maybe i just need to rethink my choises in friend...or perhaps i -am- as stupid as this particualr person seems to think i am. Actaully, sometimes i wonder if they'd notice if i just didn't show up one day, left and went off to some other country....No, i don't think some of my 'friends' would. I don't think this particular person would notice until she realized that her human cushion was missing.

I think i need to invest in a punching bag...or a dart board.