Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Hey Lookie! I get title thingos now!

Blogger also has their own commenting thing...but i like mine ^^

Anyway. Was looking in the mirror (I was cleaning my teeth!) and have decided i look rather sick. I'm not sick, just tired, but i look -really- washed out curently. Maybe i need sunlight or something...>.> I'll be getting that this week. Hope it helps.

Seems like my 'dream cycle' has restarted. The 'dream cycle' being the reoccouring dreams i seem to have periodically. The one i had last night does -not- tend to be part of it usually, however. I'm not quite sure how to describe it actually... things tend to change every time i have it. But most of it's usually the same. We (me and a group of people) are in a jungle type setting, with a small town nearby, and are trying to escape something (rising water in last night's escapade). we gradually loose people 'till there are only five of us. One person went ahead a little and broke their ankle, then the others were killed off by...something. Naturally i went to help the person left and ended up carrying them as the water was still rising. In the end, we got above where the water would come...into a sort of bush enviroment. There was a few roads there, and i went towards the one with the house on it where i knew we'd be safe. But just as soon as i set foot on the road we were sent back to just before the place the person broke their ankel. Then, the bridge we were standing on broke as we both fell into the sea. The other person drowned, and i couldn't save them.

That's usually where it ends, but last night it continued. after the person drowned, the only thing that happened to me was that my life counter went down by one. Somehow, i managed to climb onto the supports on a nearby jetty which had come from nowhere and jump onto a tiny island next to it. Then, a menu screen came up in fron of me and said something like 'The octopus queen wants you to become her servant. Do you a> become her servant and loose your memories or b> go back to the jetty and continue to try and get to the house. I chose A, strangely, and (in the dream) had my memories wiped and became a slave to an octopus. That bit was just weird! O.O Then i woke up. Decided to ask for a dream interpreation book for my birthday, i wanna know what serving an octopus means....
Day two of work experiance. Did more tracing, then went to look at some lights for a client. Was nice just to get out of the building for awhile in the afternoon. After all, tracing can only be fun for so long. Ate lunch in the garden's opposite the office. Fitzroy garden's I think. Was windy, so took refuge in the kiddies playground to keep warm, curled up in the sculpture thing to eat and read. Shall do that for the rest of the week. ^^

Am reading about current events on other's LJ's. I actually find the situation a little upsetting. Guess it's because I've never had an argument with anyone to the scale that the other's are having one. Last time i fought with someone it was Lain and two/three years ago, and no one spoke about it the next day. I guess what's troubling me is that a friendship (between Lily and Jay) that i've seen as strong for the last four years has suddenly gone down the drain in so short a time. What's it mean? Those four years meant nothing? Also relieved as well, I never -ever- want to be in -that- sort of situation. Deffinately not.

Monday, June 21, 2004

Am successfully out of term two. ^^ YAY! And a week earlier then the rest of the school to boot. Ya know, work experiance and all. Which is also good, because i really was too exhausted to sit through another week. No idea why, slept enough and all. Will just blame pubety, it seems to be the stem of all teenage problems *shakes fist*. But yes, it was good to be out.

Weekend. Whoot-booyah and all. Had BP. Was a pretty good BP in all, learnt 'In the Shadows' and Laina came to hear us. not qutie sure what she thought, but she -seemed- to like us. >.> After that went to see Shrek 2 (but not before reading Yu-Gi-Oh at Border! *teehee*). Go see it, as it is very good. Deffinately better then the first one and packed to the brim with jokes. Has a good song sung by the Faerie godmother (Jennifer Saunders i think...) in it too. *nods* After exiting the movies, went to Dei's place for the night. Didn't do much, did a grand total of talking and making stars. Was fun. ^^ Then came home and sewed.

Today, had the first day of work experiance. Was spent tracing floor designs. I'm not sure why, but that's what i had to do. >.> Aparently will be soing something more interesting tommorrow. Yay! Anyway, the people are all very nice and all that. Went and visited St Patrick's cathedral during my lunch break, as it was just down the road and i'd never seen it before. In short, it's big and loomy. Yes, loomy is now a word. *nods

Well, that's about it.