*blinx for a moment* yes, i'm here. Only because i started getting withdrawl symptoms though...which is weird. Jess commented four times just to find out what my comments thingy said...it was odd. Not used to even having one comment. Strange. In an odd mood today. Feeling happy 'cause i just had a good weekend...even though Kat beat me at a game of cheat (Kat beat me?!?!?! What the hell happened?) but i'm also feeling kinda bad. I think i hurt some people...even though i didn't mean to ever do that again. And no, most of you arn't ment to understand that. So don't bother. So anyway, now i'm going to ramble on about what i haven't rambled on about for awhile which is what has happened recently. And i don't expect you to understand that either. Damn i'm incomprehensible these days. Anyway, the family plus grandma went up to Portarlington (no you probably -won't- know it) this week end...even though i wanted to go to the movies with jess (sorry jess! maybe another weekend). Was reasonably fun. Play many random board games (inc. payday and scrabble) and a few card games. Also started reading my charecters from Tolkin beatery. It's so good! I never new middel earth and the undying lands were so complex...it's all there, the religion, dead species, absolutly -everything-. Found out that Gandalf, Sauron and Saruman are also gods of a sort...which is kinda scary. And sauron actually was working for someone! *collective gasp* Some dark guy called Morgoth the dark enemy...he has another name too...can't remember...also begins with an M...oh it dosen't matter. The book has pretty pictures too...as you can tell, i'm very pleased with this book. *hugs book* I meant to do some writing while i was up there...kinda flunked that plan did. Only did a tiny bit. Oh well. Went to Werriby (did i spell that right?) mansion on the way back today. Was kinda interesting...though i don't see how the women of that time could -stand- wearing those sorts of clothes! So uncomfy looking. Eck. That's about it i guess...oh, found out that macdonald dosen't really agree with my stomache. I knew i didn't like it much but...ugh. Maybe it's just today. I think i'll stop rambling now. So, sorry to anyone i've hurt (mentelly that is) and goodnight! *curlz up in chair to read some fanfics and wait for someone to come online*